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LA - 2006-08-15 10:42:46
Won't matter in the least if I protest your self-assessment, what Duff did was hit you right on the insecurity button. I talk a good game, but it's only in the last week or so that I can look in the mirror and not think, "He doesn't want THIS and who could blame him? I'm gross." When your husband starts dipping his wick in someone else how can you NOT hate yourself and think you're a troll? Your reaction is perfectly normal, sweetie. It's going to take a lot of time to find your balance. I suggest doing something nice, but not radical. Get your hair trimmed. Don't whack it all off. Ditto hair color. Put a rinse in it. One that washes out gradually. Stay away from permanent alterations, but DO do something positive. It helps a little. ~LA
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Alice - 2006-08-15 13:20:40
Y'know, my husband is not running around with some tramp and *I* don't really like the reflection in the mirror most of the time. I set myself on courses for improvement, but they never last all the way to the promised land. I don't really want to *be* this person I've turned into. Not for him, but for me. (Okay, maybe a little bit for him, too, but is it so bad to want other people to not be repulsed by you?) Anyway, if you can come up with a good plan to keep us accountable for diet and exercise, count me in. And, for the record, I love the pic of you and Jinx. :)
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